Foreigner

Here I am
In the land I always dreamed of
Feeling the taste of freedom
I have never had in my own home
And yet it feels so strange
so fake and so cold
The world around me is now
foreign to me
Yet I am the one who is the alien
Is this how it feels
To never go home again
Yearning a warmth
That is gone from this world
How will I ever feel like me again
Where will I find the missing pieces?
Why is my youth so clouded
by the sadness that grows
inside me everyday?